{"id":41,"date":"2006-11-28T02:16:11","date_gmt":"2006-11-28T07:16:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kevinomara.com\/2006\/11\/28\/222\/"},"modified":"2006-11-28T02:16:11","modified_gmt":"2006-11-28T07:16:11","slug":"222","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blog.kevinomara.com\/?p=41","title":{"rendered":"222"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Two years ago I attempted to start writing a little bit.  Well, a lot, actually &#8211; I involved myself in the <A HREF=\"www.nanowrimo.org\">NaNoWriMo<\/A> project which basically entails pounding out 1,666 words a every day for a month.  I&#8217;ll have you know I didn&#8217;t make it &#8211; November is a hell of a month in which to attempt to dedicate hours every day to writing for pleasure.<\/p>\n<p>Something in conversation over this Thanksgiving prompted a discussion of the Great Unfinished O&#8217;Mara(can) Novel and I dug around on my hard drive until I found it the other day.<\/p>\n<p>I started re-reading it the two nights ago and I don&#8217;t even know what to say or think.  I have an absolutely terrible memory so aside from the basic plot outline I didn&#8217;t remember anything about it.  Besides, when you&#8217;re writing nearly two thousand words a day you don&#8217;t have time to dedicate them to memory, and besides <I>that<\/I> even it&#8217;s been two years &#8211; more than long enough to forget the details.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m finding myself pleasantly surprised by what I wrote.  I&#8217;m actually <I>enjoying<\/I> re-reading it, and I&#8217;m sure any of you self-deprecating artists (in any medium) out there know that anguished feeling when you review your work and it just isn&#8217;t as good as you wanted it to be.  For some unknown reason I&#8217;m not getting that nasty sinking feeling this time.  I&#8217;m proud of my work.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m actually still awake, up far past my bedtime, because I&#8217;ve been treating myself to a few chapters.  I can&#8217;t stand to read it all at once because &#8230; honestly, because I find myself savoring it.  I don&#8217;t want to finish.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t want to know how it ends.<\/p>\n<p>Fortunately for me, I never finished it, so it <I>doesn&#8217;t<\/I> end.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I&#8217;ll have to do something about that one day.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Two years ago I attempted to start writing a little bit. Well, a lot, actually &#8211; I involved myself in the NaNoWriMo project which basically entails pounding out 1,666 words a every day for a month. I&#8217;ll have you know I didn&#8217;t make it &#8211; November is a hell of a month in which to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-41","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-tidbit"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.kevinomara.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/41","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.kevinomara.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.kevinomara.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.kevinomara.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.kevinomara.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=41"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/blog.kevinomara.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/41\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blog.kevinomara.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=41"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.kevinomara.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=41"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blog.kevinomara.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=41"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}