AKA Abraham Bacoln


Anatomy of a Photo II
July 10, 2009, 12:48 pm
Filed under: photography

NOTE: I was planning on writing this before this image got submitted to reddit and got thousands of views and now I can’t decide if its popularity is incentive or disincentive to write. Good thing I already have some inertia – now it’s too late regardless. PLEASE WATCH OUT EVERYONE I HAVE BEGUN TO WRITE.

You’ll remember back in May I wrote the first Anatomy of a Photo about the picture of me in the top hat. I had fun writing and it created a bit of conversation (though oddly enough everywhere but on the blog entry itself). And hell, if you know me you know I’ll go on just to hear myself talk, so I’m bound to write for the same reason, right? Right.

So here’s how “Good Lord! That was unexpected!” came to be. The other day, maybe … maybe Tuesday, let’s say … I was sitting at the computer running my hands through my hair. This is the longest my hair has been since 1995, if you can believe it. I turned to say something to Casey and she stopped me and said, “Your hair looks AMAZING. Go see.” So I did.

I think I’ve proven enough times before that I’m more than willing to make myself look like a goofball if it’ll mean a good picture, and so of course when I got to the mirror and saw just how stupid I looked, well, I knew it was time to begin plotting. The conversation was something like this: “What does it look like? A crazy professor? Egon Spengler? Where could I find a lab coat? Oooh, I look startled. What would startle me? A beaker of acid exploding, something got set on fire? Wait, where am I going to find a laboratory that’ll let me shoot there?” and so on. As I practiced making frightened faces (trying to channel the spirit of Doctor Emmett Brown) I decided against the science experiment aspect of the picture. Too hard to find a location, too hard to find the props.

The inspiration came in the form of a question: what would it be most silly for a grown man to be frightened of?

And thus the idea was born.

I didn’t have much hope for a jack-in-the-box picture, though, because seriously, who has a jack-in-the-box? Not me, that’s who. However, the other day I was working at the store out in the ‘burbs and after work we went out to dinner, and right down the street from where we ate is a Toys R Us. I went there and actually had to ask someone where the jacks-in-the-boxes were. I bought one. Just for you, just for this picture.

I couldn’t shoot that night, though, for two reasons: one, I didn’t know yet where I was going to do this, and two, the sun was going down and I knew I wasn’t going to waste a good idea on harsh flat incandescent light. While on the porch I realized I could just set up in the middle of the street, why not, and there most of the details were finalized.

I spent that night thinking through the shot, which is something I almost never do. Normally by the time I’m thinking about the shot I’ve already edited it and posted it to Flickr, and only then do I realize all the things I should have done differently. I know how anxious I can get while in the middle of shooting something that’s not spontaneous, especially when I plan to put my dining room table in the middle of a public street (a one-way street, but a public street nonetheless) and so I made a point to make a list of everything I would need so that the next day I could pack it all up and not have to keep running back to the house for one last thing. The list reads as follows: spray bottle with water, comb, mirror, hand towel, tripod, camera with 15-35mm lens, jack-in-the-box, table, glasses, tablecloth, white tape.

Yesterday came, and I got off work, and I waited for the sun to go down some so that the shadows would be pretty even, and finally the time had arrived to go shoot. My beautiful assistant Casey and I dragged everything out there and set it up. The tape was to mark the exact placement of the table and tripod in the off chance that we got one picture shot and a huge truck came and we had to move it all – I wanted to be able to get everything back in place perfectly. It also came in handy in keeping the tablecloth down, as it was a bit breezy.

At this point I have to compliment Casey – I couldn’t ask for a better assistant. It’s obvious that she’s done work in the theater with prop wrangling, marking places, and directing people on how to move. Everything went twice as fast with her there, and kept me from going overboard into panic about the light fading between shots because I was taking too long setting everything up, etc.

We took the dry-hair picture first, of course, with about 20 takes on the same theme: me being startled and looking like a muppet. I concentrated on being Beaker with maybe 10% Animal thrown in. Once we were satisfied we had the right shot it was time to wet my hair and comb everything down, a point from which there was no going back. If something was screwed up with the first image I could have dried my hair again, but by then the light would have changed too much. The wet hair pics were taken (an out-take of which will be published on my Flickr eventually because I like it as a stand-alone) and then we were done. That’s right about when some disgruntled guy in a mini-van drove by and glared at us for being in the road, even as we were moving the table out of his way.

So, as for the technical aspects:

I took this with the wide-angle lens because, well, pictures shot really wide look goofy, and the last thing I wanted was to shoot telephoto with shallow depth of field making a serious image out of a guy being frightened by a child’s toy. Ultra-wide puts everything on the same plane, more or less. Because it was so wide the camera and tripod were literally pressed against the edge of the table, maybe two feet from my face. If they had been any farther back I would have just been a small speck in the middle of a neighborhood panorama.

Originally the shot was envisioned facing the other direction. However, after the first two test shots it was obvious that a big tree in the background was throwing everything out of balance. We looked at an angle shot, but that destroyed the lines of the road, table, and buildings. However, we found a place that worked just fine facing the other way, so we tore up all the tape and set everything up all over again.

One reason I wanted it in the middle of the road – and facing straight down the road – is that the wide-angle makes this great group of lines converge right in the middle. The side edges of the table, the street, the sidewalks, the roof lines of the buildings, even the power lines – they all point right to the middle, forcing the viewer’s eye and saying that even though the image may be shot in ultra-wide the only thing you need to look at is right here. To emphasize that effect I did some moderate vignetting on each of the images (something I’ve avoided lately as super-vignetted faux-Lomo images are already looking dated) to darken the edges and make the middle look brighter by comparison.

I went with a pretty high-contrast edit, pumping up the vibrance of the colors. Bright colors make for good silly, and I think they came across well. Still, the houses and grass and so forth were subdued and flat enough that the jack-in-the-box takes the front of the image in terms of attraction via color. That’s also why I wore a white t-shirt and used a white tablecloth – to make sure nothing in the center detracted from the toy.

The glasses were just to help me look extra dorky.

So there you have it – the analysis behind the conception, planning, setup, and execution of one of my favorite images of recent history. If I took this much time to think through all of my shots I’d be a hell of a lot better photographer.



A little promotion
June 18, 2009, 10:09 pm
Filed under: photography

If you follow me on Facebook or Twitter you’ve probably already heard about this, but if not, here goes.

Casey and I first visited Cure a few months ago. It’s a great bar near Uptown that specializes in proper cocktails and other delightful libations. In other words, it’s kind of the opposite of most of the other bars in this city that specialize in volume and drunken tourists, or tired locals wanting to lose themselves in happy hour. It’s a great place to try new tasty things and relax and have a conversation – oh, and it’s a non-smoking bar, so that’s an extra added bonus. Not to mention there’s a distinguished food menu as well.

Anyway, my first trip there I took some pictures and posted them to Flickr. The people that run Cure are pretty web-savvy and keep an eye out for any mention of their place, and apparently through diligent searches my images came up. The next time we visited I was actually stopped by Neal, the owner, who said that he liked my work and wanted to hire me to take the official promotional images for the bar.

Of course if you’ve been following my photography career (or specifically lack thereof) you’ve probably heard me say a hundred times that I don’t want to make this a profession for fear I’ll destroy the hobby I love, but I have to make an exception for a place that fills me with such joy. The ability to share a little of what I do in trade for the drink artistry they’ve shown us, well … it seemed like a good deal. I told Neal I’d do it in barter, not for pay.

And so I did, and I delivered many pictures, and he and Peter (his web designer) liked them, and several of the bartenders asked me where they could get copies, and so forth. But here’s the whole reason I’m writing – they have finally finished their website, so I can now show you curenola.com which features photography by yours truly. To be more clear, all the shots on the site are mine, and that thrills me to no end. I think Peter and his team did a bang-up job of utilizing my images to create the right atmosphere for the bar’s site. I couldn’t be happier to see my work used in such a format.

So there you have it – if you’re in or around New Orleans you must visit Cure, and you’ll see that it wasn’t through any sort of trickery that I created a smooth modern clean look for them. Neal very carefully designed the interior, the menu, and everything else, and it shows. Go check them out.



tiny little pictures
June 14, 2009, 4:55 pm
Filed under: photography

I recently became the next-to-last person on earth to get an iPhone (we all know that Kenny Rogers will be the last, for reasons I’m sure I don’t have to explain). Yesterday I took a picture of the interior of a green bell pepper and sometime last night I thought, “Man, that would look good as a wallpaper for my iPhone.” Is it egotistical to want to use one’s own photography for the artistic decoration on one’s own phone? Well, regardless of whether or not that’s egotistical, the rest of this sure is.

While we were driving around today I thought of another picture of mine that I would want as a wallpaper, and then another, and suddenly it occurred to me that you might want them too. Excited, I came home and did this:

… that’s right, I found fifty-something of my favorite images and cropped them all to 320×480 (iPhone wallpaper dimensions) and then zipped them up and set them right out there on the internet where you can get to them. I of course uploaded them all to Flickr and put them in a set so that you could pick and choose as well, if that’s how you like to do it.

Admittedly some of them are Cookeville-centric – I’m not sure anyone but a Cookevillian can truly appreciate the flying car or the water tower. I hope you don’t mind. With the rest of them I just aimed for something abstract, weird, visually appealing, or all of the above.

So there you go – have some tiny pictures of mine. They’re for you, on the house. I would love to know if you use any of them, even if only for a day. Please leave a comment if you do.



piña
June 5, 2009, 4:47 pm
Filed under: food, photography

In case you were still wondering why this happened:

No tricks, no wires

it’s because we had a pineapple in the kitchen getting ready to go into this incredible recipe for pork tenderloin with pineapple mint salsa.

Okay so yeah that doesn’t really explain the image. I … um … I can’t really explain it either. I think I blacked out, I’m blaming alien abduction, and so forth.



How interesting
May 5, 2009, 5:37 pm
Filed under: photography

Flickr gives some clandestine and arcane attribution called Interestingness to the photographs on its site. Every user is given a list of their most Interesting photographs. I figured I would show you mine and give you some idea of what went into each of them, why not?

 
10.) Game not available in all locations

Game not available in all locations

I had some small chess pieces that I was going to throw away, as I had no chess board and was in the middle of getting rid of a lot of useless stuff. I figured they might be useful one last time. I spent what seemed like hours one night running around the university trying to find a good black and white tile floor and finally I located one in the bathroom in the basement of South Hall. I got the picture and just as I finished packing away the last of my gear the cleaning lady came. I can only assume she was surprised to find two tiny armies in the trash.

 
9.) Sunset flowers

Sunset flowers

I’m always surprised to see this one on my list. You see that barn in the background? That’s what I had gone out to photograph, and this was the second time I had tried to get the shot. I was unable both times to find the image I wanted – I just couldn’t make it work. On my way back to the car I stopped to shoot the flowers instead as a kind of throwaway image, and next thing I know people are adding it to their favorites like crazy.

 
8.) Did I ever tell you that when I lived in New Orleans I used to practice card magic?

Did I ever tell you that when I lived in New Orleans I used to practice card magic?

I can’t remember what inspired this photo, but I remember the fun I had setting it up. I tried using string and blue-tac to levitate the card but the results were difficult to edit out in Photoshop. Finally I settled on straightening a wire hanger, sticking the card on top (again with blue-tac) and removing the wire in post-production. The most important thing I learned because of this image is that people find my mad-dog eye abilities unusual and impressive.

 
7.) I feel kind of bad

I feel kind of bad

When I went to remove my burned-out light bulb from my outside fixture I found it like this with the glass separated from the sleeve. I set it on the kitchen counter, knowing that eventually I’d figure out what to do with it. All it took was talking to myself one day while looking around the kitchen, being silly, saying, “Awww, poor light bulb, broken and bleeding and useless on the counter …”

 
6.) Indifferent

Indifferent

I went to Fido in Nashville with Trey one day. It started raining buckets and I got my camera out to shoot (from the safe dry indoors) some of the gallons upon gallons of water cascading down the street and into the gutter. Then this guy, soaked to the skin, wandered up and looked in through all the windows, apparently searching for someone and acting like he hadn’t a care in the world. I think of this picture as proof that if you sit with your camera in your hands long enough something strange will happen in front of you.

 
5.) Perimeter breach

Perimeter breach

One day the idea of Army men being threatened by a stuffed bear just appeared in my head, fully-formed. I went to K-Mart to buy the ingredients, then drove out to Sheep Bluff Road because I knew from our rock climbing excursions that I could find the right location out there. Twenty minutes later I was done, looking at a bag of Army men and a spent bear thinking, “What in the world is wrong with me?”

 
4.) There is a perfectly valid reason for me having done this

There is a perfectly valid reason for me having done this

Seeing this image included on my Interestingness list is always startling to me. It’s not very well-composed and I really rushed the post-processing as I was getting bored with it before I even finished. And yet, well, apparently I need to learn to separate my opinion from everyone else’s, because it got a lot of attention. Oh, yes, the image itself is documentation of an aborted make-up attempt.

 
3.) Bananadog

Bananadog

I don’t even have this one on klophoto because I’m not that pleased with it. The imagery is fine: striking, unusual, etc. The technical aspects of the photography are atrocious though, and so I usually try to forget about this one. Apparently Flickr won’t let me do so.

 
2.) THE TIME HAS COME!

THE TIME HAS COME!

This picture was created from a combination of two different motives. One was me visiting the Dean’s conference room and thinking it would be a great location for a photo. The second was me getting tired of seeing the same old boring clone ‘multiple me’ images on Flickr. I wanted something with action and interaction. So many of the clone images are terribly boring – they might as well be of multiple people all at their own tasks for all the interest they hold. I think I’m qualified to say that because I myself have done dull ‘multiple me’ pictures, I’m not perfect. I guess sometimes people see the clone concept for the first time and think, “Oh god I have to go do that right now!” and get caught up in the idea of the whole thing without making a compelling photograph. You know what I mean? Doing the picture for the technique’s sake, not for imagery’s sake. Anyway, this one is far from perfect but I do love it because I think it speaks as a group photo first and digital manipulation trickery second, which is the correct order of events.

 
1.) Getting ready

Getting ready

Some guy on campus offered to sell me a surplus civilan gas mask for $2 so of course I took him up on it. I was very excited about the prospects, and then my enthusiasm diminshed over time. A gas mask makes such a solid statement about war or post-apocalyptic life that it’s almost completely unavoidable. In fact, I would say it is completely unavoidable. One can not separate the gas mask imagery from the ham-fisted and juvenile war commentary. So this is what I struggled with – how to utilize this object while avoiding the knee-jerk response that has been beaten into us? Finally I decided that the silliest thing I could do was shave the gas mask, so I went into an unoccupied house with a swanky bathroom to try to add a further sense of normalcy and everyday-life-ness. I got the image I wanted, I did my post-processing, and later in the day I showed it to Walter who said, paraphrased, “So it’s a commentary on how the gas mask has become such a necessity that it’s viewed as a second skin.”

You just can’t win for losing, I suppose.



Anatomy of a photo
May 1, 2009, 9:08 am
Filed under: photography

and by “a photo” I mean this photo:

I get people asking me all the time about my inspiration for my photos, or technique, or lighting, or all of the above. Most of the time I tell them that I do not decide on a photograph and then go create it, moving pieces around and setting lights and so forth. More often than not I just see an interesting scene or unusual lighting and I take a photograph because of that. You know what I mean? Opportunistic photography is what I practice.

Once in a while, though, I get home from work with an idea that has been running through my head all day and I have to piece it all together. I decided to describe for you what my thought processes are with regards to the setup.

1.) I have a face I make that is freakish and horrible and borderline gross. I’ve been meaning to photograph and document it for a while. For the rest of this discussion I will just refer to it as grossface. I may not describe it in full as … well … I’ll get to that.

2.) The restroom at work is large and spacious and has two sets of lights – one is the big bank of overhead fluorescents that really light up the room, the other is a group of small incandescent wall sconces, one on each side of the mirror, that aren’t very bright. I had turned on just the wall sconces. While standing there washing my hands I thought about grossface and decided that it would be a good day to photograph it. I made the face in the mirror and I thought that the way the light looked, two soft light sources directly – but not harshly – lighting the front of my face made for a good visual. It was especially strengthened by the darkened room behind me. Noted.

3.) While at work I occasionally thought about the rooms of my house and which ones had the least-distracting walls. I knew that for the photograph I didn’t want much of a background – I wanted the obvious concentration to be on the face, not the setting.

4.) Also worth noting is the fact that I had a big headache all day at work.

5.) I got home and started looking over the rooms of the house. The one big front room is very light. While I may have been able to take some paintings off the wall and create a blank background, I would never have been able to darken the rest of the room sufficiently as the curtains are too light and gauzy. The front room was out.

6.) The library was out because although there are heavy curtains there was too much unmovable stuff along the opposite wall.

7.) I settled on the bedroom – heavy curtains meaning I could make the room dark, and a more-or-less empty background. Achievement unlocked.

8.) At this point I laid down on the spare bed to talk to Casey for a while and rest my eyes because of my headache. However, I was excited because I knew that I had a good setup for the picture, and that I would have sufficient light for at least an hour, meaning I could take some time to get things together.

9.) Aaaaand then came the worry. What else will I do in the photograph? It’s not enough that I just make grossface, I need … something else. I have a bad tendency to feature something a little bit off-kilter in my non-spontaneous images. I like that sense of the one thing that creates a bit of a story in the viewer’s mind. But what would I use here? Every single time I’m in this position I feel like I have used up every prop item I own. Finally my eyes settled on Casey’s silk top hat and I decided that it would do for the time being unless I found something better.

10.) So let’s review so far. I wanted a picture of my face. I wanted glowing light from directly in front of me, and a dark background. I decided to add a hat for the hell of it. This left me worrying about my shirt. I have about five options when it comes to my upper torso in self-portraits: shirtless, tank top, t-shirt, dress shirt, dress shirt plus suit jacket. That’s it. I knew that t-shirt wouldn’t work with top hat, and dress shirt wouldn’t be sufficient, but dress shirt plus suit jacket wouldn’t be fancy enough for top hat. It’s a business suit, not a tuxedo. So … I settled for the tank top.

11.) Casey has generously agreed to be my assistant in my self-portraits. She is (of course) a thousand times better than using a tripod, especially because the tripod doesn’t ever fix stray hairs, or tell me to tilt my face more, or have me move one foot to the left because the line of my body is interrupted by the window on the building behind me, or whatever. In short, she is an incredible help.

12.) While Casey was finishing up a project of her own I got ready for the picture. I put on the wife beater (sorry, tank top) and hat and checked it in the mirror, but something looked wrong. I figured if a guy is wearing a top hat and a wife beater he’s probably at the end of a hard day. I pushed the hat back on my head, and my hair just looked too dry and boring. I wet the parts of my hair that would be wet with sweat after a hard day’s work and I felt that improved the image immensely.

13.) I went in the bedroom and pulled the curtains almost shut so that only a thin band of light was on me and the rest of the room was dark. The sun was just below the house behind us which meant that the light was direct but diffuse, not strong and harsh and shadow-causing. Perfect.

14.) I held the camera out at arm’s length to do a test shot while waiting for Casey. If you can remember back to number 4 in this list you’ll recall my headache. My test shot was of me in a top hat and wife beater looking sweaty, tired, and a bit … well … headachey. I fell in love with the weary look.

15.) Casey appeared and did what she does so well – took some shots, made adjustments, took more shots, etc. We took several with grossface but she as well as I had seen the weary look and liked it. We took some more with that in mind.

16.) Once I got the images into Adobe Bridge for review I decided that while the grossface picture was great, the weary picture was far better – the decision was made to completely discard the idea I’d had since number 1 in this list. This is the kind of thing that happens to me, photographically-speaking, all the time.

17.) I took the weary picture into Photoshop and did some minor adjustments, mainly regarding darkening the red channel so that the color and texture of my skin stood out more. I didn’t want perfect and airbrushed-looking (not that I ever do that anyway) but instead kind of super-real and detailed. Past that there was a little bit of desaturation and sharpening. I also chose to crop it a bit, to cut out just the top edge and side of the hat, to draw the viewer in and really fill the frame, and voila – the image as you see it came into existence.

And that’s it. That’s what I go through in taking a planned photo.

Thanks for reading this far, if you got this far. One day I’ll re-photograph grossface and show the world, but not today. That’s why I can’t tell you what it is – I don’t want to ruin the surprise. Also, I recognize that I could get that direct-lighting diffused darkened-room look with a ringflash, but I ain’t got no ringflash, sorry. I have to make do with the sun and curtains and so forth.

The point of all this was to show that even when I do take the time to set up a photograph I’m still an opportunistic photographer – when I see something that looks good I run with it, even if it means abandoning my previous idea.



I went out and ran a roll of Fuji Velvia …
March 16, 2009, 2:30 pm
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At Broad and MLK

Originally uploaded by Brother O’Mara

… and all I got were these lousy pics.

Okay, seriously though this was a bizarre and fascinating experience. Someone in my online world recently posted a few pics taken with a Holga and some Fuji Velvia film. I’ve read several times about how Velvia has this astounding color and so I figured what the hell, I have a film body, I’ll go take some film shots.

This isn’t anything I haven’t done before, except in times previous I was shooting C41 black and white, or real B&W, but never color film. I figured, “What’s the point? If I’m going to shoot in color, well, let’s make it digital color.” Well, the colors from someone else’s Velvia shots convinced me.

The problem was that it’s very much a daylight film, so I had to find big bright sunny days on which to shoot. I definitely wanted blue sky days, because I know my Sigma 15-30mm lens has a bit of a vignetting “problem” when zoomed all the way wide, and that would only add to the richness of the skies. So yeah, I eventually abandoned my new 5D for a few days and shot only with the old crappy film Rebel that I have.

I got the slides back a few days ago and it was an experience that bordered on magical. It seriously transcended anything that has ever happened to me with regards to photography. I got a sheet of 36 miniature pictures, all of them in plastic slides in one big sleeve, and all of them radiating gorgeous color. I couldn’t begin to comprehend this one long sleeve of white squares with blues and oranges and reds and greens popping out everwhere as I held it up to the light.

If you have never shot slide film I say to you right now get off your butt and go do it. It’s been a few days now and I’m still fascinated with and transfixed by these slides. They are amazing.

Unfortunately the scanner at my new photo place of choice didn’t capture the true vibrant nature of the colors. The scans all feel a little bit flat, not as lively as the physical slides themselves. Still, I wanted to present to you the pictures as they came out of my camera, not with any post-processing in Photoshop.

So if you want to see more, here are the rest of the good ones from this roll. 17 decent pics out of 36 exposures ain’t bad.



More about pics
February 14, 2009, 7:21 pm
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I don’t know if I mentioned but I’ve been thinking about moving away from the domain klophoto.com for storing my vanity best-of-the-best portfolio. I don’t mind the domain name, per se, but so many people think they can add ‘photography’ to the end of their name and try and sell their services, and I don’t want to be part of that crowd. As Clayton Cubitt said:

Having a camera makes you a photographer like having a calculator makes you a mathematician.

I’m not trying to be a pro photographer, I’m just willing to show you some pictures if you want to look, you know what I mean?

Anyway, to try and force myself to action I registered brotheromara.com (Brother O’Mara being my Flickr username). Then I sat on it for a month or two and did nothing with it. Then I tested out a few different back-end solutions and couldn’t really find anything that I loved so I figured that I’d probably end up just rebranding the klophoto site and moving it all over there.

While procrastinating I set up a carbonmade backend and posted some of my best pictures of New Orleans. Since it’s been like this for a few weeks I’ve had time to decide that I like it – it seems really specific and targeted and precise. I think I’m going to leave it that way for now.

So what I’m saying is that if you ever want to show someone the best of my New Orleans-specific photos you can send them to brotheromara.com, and of course I’ve put a link in the left-hand sidebar here in case you forget.

Okay, you can now return to reading about anything that is not my ego.



I think I kind of understand now
December 5, 2008, 3:58 pm
Filed under: photography, politics

Today I was pointed towards this article by Merlin Mann titled ‘Photography, and the Tolerance for Courageous Sucking’. See, lately I’ve been feeling kind of down because I don’t drag my camera everywhere, and I don’t take a thousand pictures every month, and it makes me wonder if I’ve started to lose interest in photography as a whole.

And then I get a chance to read an article by a guy who is going through everything I went through – that confusion, that feeling of not understand what’s going on inside the equipment, that desire to take pictures every single day knowing darn well that the vast majority – if not all of them – are going to be worthless, and those moments of crazy elation when you get that burst of inspiration and try something a new way, or approach the problem from a new angle (no slight photography pun or article content reference intended).

Reading his thoughts, laid out much better than I could have said or done when I was in that same place, made me realize that I’m not taking a thousand pictures every month because I’ve finally cleared a hurdle I didn’t know I was even approaching. I feel confident every single time I pick up my camera. I feel like I know what I’m doing, I know how to get what I want, and faster. And yeah, I still experiment, but it doesn’t take me 30 or 50 or 100 shots to figure it out every time now. One or two and I can see the problem, a few more to make some changes, and then I have what I wanted, faster than before.

Because of what he wrote I’ve gone from feeling kind of badly about how few pictures I’ve been taking to feeling kind of good about my skill, and said skill being at the level I always wanted but didn’t realize I wanted.

Plus, you know, in one week I’ll be in a new environment with new places and people to photograph, and that’s good. I can’t wait. New things.

So thanks, Merlin. I think I needed that.

[EDIT: looks like Atox enjoyed the same post but with a different perspective]



I don’t know nothin’
September 27, 2007, 11:21 am
Filed under: photography, tidbit

Specifically, I don’t know how my brain works, especially with my desire to take photos. So often my creative impulses seem analogous to how our bodies need food. I want to take pictures, I kind of need to do it some days. The longer I go without the more powerful the craving becomes. And then, when I do get a chance to shoot something, I’m full. The happier I am with the result the longer it’ll be before I really need to take photos again.

To be more specific, yesterday afternoon I took a picture of my watermelon leaf and I was pleased as punch with the way it turned out. Later in the evening I went for my bike ride and the moon … man, the moon was just stellar. It was full and big and dark orange and occasionally obscured by wisps of clouds – a Halloween moon if I’ve ever seen one. I kept looking up at it during my ride, seeing it behind various buildings and trees, marveling at how wonderful it looked and at what great photo opportunities it provided. I didn’t have all my gear with me (tripod, wide-angle lens, etc.) and so I just kept not going home and getting set up. I thought, “Normally I’d go home and get my car and gear and race around looking for the right church steeple or the right graveyard and be all excited about this opportunity but I just … I just don’t want to. Weird.”

Finally I realized it was because I was full. I had a rich, satisfying experience and though this one looked great too I just didn’t have anywhere to fit it in.

So there you have it. Art is food, and I’m still stuffed.